omnia causa fiunt

I learned to trust fate. Some people trust God, I trust fate. I always believed everything happened for a reason, even if i couldn't see any at first. In my eighteen years of living, a lot of things happen for which I still have no reason, but I'm sure I'll find some. I still don't know why my brother is away from me, but I'm sure I will find a reason. I still don't know why I have a mother like mine, but I'm sure there is a reason. I trust fate have a lot of reasons to make this things happen to me. Today something will change. Maybe it is for the best... I don't know. What I do know is that, whatever happens, there's a reason for it to happen so I will accept it. A little part of me want to be old and wise, to look at the past and find a reason to every single thing that happened. One day, I will.

MN.

work work work

Yesterday I had my first day of work. I laughed and I almost cried. I got home so tired that when I woke up this morning I had 4 unread messages on my phone. Today, here I go again. 

The first day was tough, but I believe it will get easier. 

Hard Work, Have Fun, No Drama.

MN.

Take and Give

I don't know if I'm in love. I know just a few things about me and my life right now. I'm not the one telling or writing the story. I'm more of a spectator. I do not control the smiles or the tears I share with you and with the world. I'm just a watcher. I don't know the reasons or the ways, I don't know my or your name. I don't know how to fake a feeling so this must be true. I guess I'm falling for you. I do know it, don't I? I knew it would eventually happen from the first time I laid eyes on you. I knew you would be the end of a lot of things and the beginning of some other. I knew you would build and destroy everything around me. I knew you would change everything. So, I must have known I was already falling for you, right? Life never takes something for you, without giving something better in return. I just had to wait, and look what I got!

MN.

Dear Diary...

It was not stolen. It was given.

MN.

Box of Me

"(...) I'll give you my heart on a string (...)"

MN.

Edei

Angel voice.

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Diva

Step by step.

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Fantasy

Oh, i'm a sailor. The best you'll ever see. I'm the captain of my soul, the queen of all this sea.

MN.

Tomboy

Love is love. I can not understand the people who does not agree with me.

MN.

Born a Star

I wasn't born a star, or a winner. I made my way to the top.

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Ordinary Boy

I met this boy. He is no different from another boys. He likes sports, girls and his friends. He can't sing, or cook, or be still for one whole minute. He is a dreamer, a talker, a fighter. He is smart, funny and charming. He speaks three languages, loves to sleep and has two dogs. Hates cats. He is an ordinary boy with an unusual effect in me: He makes me smile.

MN.

Alucination

Red. Redish. Reder. Redest.

MN.

水

Water.

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Jack Daniels

Welcome.

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faceless

Sometimes i am scared by my own monstrosity.

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monument

The sun is right there.

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ilusions

Nothing is as it looks like.

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conflit of interests

 

battle between red and blue

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red hair

red. red. red. red.

orange?

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our way

Long is the way that leads us to ourselves.

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forever

Each picture you take, is forever. Aren't you glad?

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you

You are the captain of your soul.

Remember it.

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happiness is the way

don't worry. be happy.

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Soulmates

You can teach me how to swim, you can teach me how to sing, you can teach me how to read. But don't think, for one second, that you can teach me how to look into your soul. That's what i can do best.

MN.

seizing

you have one life. one chance. if you don't live it as it should be lived, 

do you think someone will do it for you?

MN.

musically speaking

I scream aggressively with fire in my eyes and a dragon in my pocket. 

I will hunt you down. I will catch your soul.

MN.

musicalité

Music is the language of feelings.

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childhood

maybe, it was all a dream. maybe i am already grown up and have no silly things left to do. maybe i am not a child anymore and maybe i have to put my childish thoughts aside. maybe my life must be lived in a different way now that my age reached eighteen. but maybe... maybe i don't have to quit being a dreamer.

MN.

for life

i believe that some things are, indeed, forever. friendship is the first thing in my short list.

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stupidity is a way of living

if you never test your limits, you will never know how far you can go.

MN.

locked inside

Sometimes you may find yourself thinking that you are all alone... 

In those moments, try to understand that no one ever left.

MN.

little mermaid eye

I'm underwater and i can breathe (you)

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lenses of imagination

Everything's worth capture.

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little pleasures

Life's full of joy. You just have to know where to look for it.

MN.

search for your moon

Deeply undercover, what you are looking for is almost always right in front of you.

MN.

two broken hearts

 fate brought us together... please do not ignore the call 

MN.